Archive for December, 2009
Self Acceptance
December 15th, 2009 | 
Author: Lately, things have been tough. I’m just not happy where I am in my life, and I can’t quite put my finger on what’s bothering me. I think my coworker is getting annoyed with my attitude. At some point, I think she might actually throw something at me. Well… enough!
Today I choose to accept the person I am, exactly as I am RIGHT NOW!
Yes, I will continue to work on all the things I think need working on. I will continue to be reflective on my life so as to stay on the right path for me. But as of RIGHT NOW, I will NOT be negative about the person that I am. I have faults, I have flaws, but these things (along with all of my awesome qualities) make me, well… ME!
That is all.
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Feeding my addictions…
I think I have an addictive personality. If something makes me feel good, even if the consequences are bad bad bad, I find myself wanting (and often pursuing) these things. These things run the gamut from exercise to food to people to tv to internet to music to life. It’s like tunnel vision, an all-or-nothing experience, and usually to save what sanity I have left, I HAVE to choose the “nothing”.
So a possible item on my “not for new years but it my goal is around that time” list is to find balance. Learn to stop before I have to quit completely. That shouldn’t be too hard, right?